I must confess to you one of my main problems.... something I am trying to overcome... it's just that I'd rather not know.
When I made that declaration that I would reveal my weight loss on Monday... I completely expected that it would be 6 pounds or more. And that would be fat loss because I've definitely gained muscle, which is heavier than fat.
Anyway, Amanda, it was to be a great, shining moment.
But then, I took that nasty spill at my sister's house...
exercise was out the door
went to a few Christmas parties
ate more and more and more
and well, things fell apart.
But here, my friend, is what this blog and YOU are helping me to do....
not just bury it and forget it and lose it all together.
Because it would be so easy at this point.
I vow on Monday to weigh again. And even IF I've gained it back.... I will still post it and face the facts.
And then I will try again. I will learn. I will grow. Because I truly believe that being healthy, exercising and eating right is a discipline of the mind. If I'm weak in the mind, I need to face it and try try again. Or else... I don't know that I will ever, ever truly change.
And I want to do better for my family, for myself.
Your friend, Annie
1 comment:
ok, I am cracking up!!! LOVE that I got a whole entry devoted to me and my bluntness!!!! Dear Annie, We have all fallen off the wagon. When I come to Tulsa next week, you would not recognize me if you ran into me. You would think "that girl looks like a chubby Amanda". And, sadly, it will be me! January is coming and these holidays will be behind us (literally) and we can start eating healthy soon! Love, Chubby!
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